The Days I Dislike Me
- J. Chatfield
- Apr 20, 2023
- 2 min read
This post is a total rant, which you will find posted from time to time. I need a place to release and transmute the energy that is building up on the inside. I am grateful that I got over the fear of sharing and have an outlet through my blogs and other social media channels. I am not fond of all the upkeep, but I'll do it, because I am supposed to. Ya'll are about to get all the goodness that flows through me.
Just because I love myself doesn’t mean that I don’t dislike me from time to time. Now, this is not to say that I have fallen backwards, and all is lost. It just means that I need to adjust my schedule and thinking and get on the road to supporting the love within.
When I feel dislike, I know I have gotten away from the things I like doing the most. One of those things is writing. Writing is like the tip of the mountain for me. No, that's dancing, but writing is like that last grasp before the mountain top. I receive so many downloads that the information must go somewhere. If I am occupied doing something other than writing or being creative. Then I start to get antsy in my liking of "Thyself".
Why? And this answer goes for everyone. It is because we aren't serving ourselves with the elements of our purposeful meaning in this time and space in history. Yeah, I had to word it like that because that's the way I heard it. I was doing something that was sucking the creativity out of my soul. I justified that thing in my head. Why? Because I should not be doing it . You justify things that you are not supposed to be doing 90% of the time ( my stat). I had completely shut the door on doing the things I was supposed to be doing.
Now, I am doing the thing(s) that I am supposed to be doing. I had to get back to the beauty within. That beauty that wants to shine all the time. The beauty that wants to be expressed through your gifts given before birth.
When we do the things that we love. There is nothing to dislike because there is nothing more beautiful that someone flowing in their creative gifts.
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